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August 6, 2010

Memories: Deep-down memories, heart-felt memories !!


Memories are just not an individual's ability to retain and recall information, it is much more than that. Memories stuck for a lifetime, they drag you for a lifetime. Whatever you attempt to do to de -attach yourself, they always comes back to you in the most unexpected form. They may make you sad, happy, gloomy or crabby, but they will make sure to leave their silent footprints on your subconsciousness. Memories allow you to rejoice in other people's good fortunes, yet they withdraw you from your own fortunes. Memories are sometimes like eating your favourite dish with a bucketful of salt, pepper and chilly powder; yet memories are like providing a permanence of an ice cube in the desert of loneliness.

Memories are like ghost stories, they scare you, they excite you, they beat the hell out of you. They come silently in your mind, without any pretensions or provocations.They bring out the emotional vulnerability inside you, they bring a new personality outside to others. Memories help you in pushing your inner limits, it test the predefined and rigid boundaries in your life. Memories open the new avenues of love, it also close down the old illusions of lust. Memories provide you with an inner peace of mind, it also provide the outbursts of excruciation. Memories are the one which can provide the most ecstatic, euphoric, overwhelming joys of life...yet, memories are the one which can kill you with their unabashed, brazen, and sullen innuendos.

Memories are like pins in the voodoo doll, killing you slowly, sucking your blood gradually. They are not just interceding by the supreme human affairs...but are ruled by the unknown, unwanted and unjustified spirits. Memories form the foundation of self love or for that matter love in any relationship. Memories are the single ego boosting device, yet the most soul destroying advice. Memories are the pre-requisite of loving each other, yet memories become the anti-requisite for loving oneself. Memories provides with the self confidence unswerving by the outside events and opinions, yet they are the one who destroy the inner soul's effects and sentiments.

Memories are like bisexual bitches, moving to and fro to both sexes...guided only by germane emotions, sounding like a fake orgasm when uttered...full of fierce tonality and executed with forward velocity. Memories are a true interaction with one's soul...one of the most fearfully feral variety, one which noshes under the spirit, one which nibbles away at your courage, one which spits out scraps of fear, regret and sadness. Memories are like climaxing the subtle sweetness down your throat, yet don't stop slinging till its too bitter. Memories are the stolen snippets of silence, yet they are the most boisterous trail blazers rapped in the pathetic, pretentious pap. Memories are like a brutish beast seeking nourishment in the province of your head and heart, yet memories are the torch bearers for a peaceful and colorful society.

In the end, Memories are what is left after something happens, yet does not completely unhappen....

18 comments:

IcE MaiDeN said...

erm..?
sorry but i didnt understand anything that u were trying to say....??

Hopeless Romantic said...

@Ice Maiden

you want me to explain the whole post? That may not be possible...In one line, i was trying to bring the contrast and effects of bad and good memories of the past on us.

Thanks,
Amit

Tweety said...

sigh..the permanent reminder of everything is stored in our memories...they hurt us, they make us laugh... :) :) perfectly described..

Me-Era* said...

Yeah...and we could go on writing a 100 more lines on memories. :) :)
I wonder if I have so many memories stored at 20, what will happen when I am 50? Wow, it would be fun to recollect. Good or bad, I love to have memories. :)

Last line was the best!

Ann said...

Very beautiful post... To add to it, Memories are like rose petals kept inside the book. Beautiful, cherishable yet without the fragrance.. :)

Keep Posting..

Ann

Suresh Kumar said...

Looks like sum1's memory made u write this... :) Just taking a wild guess..

Baatein bhool jathi hain, Yaadein yaad athi hain... :)

Vinnie said...

exams ke vaqth purani baathein yaad karne ka man kartha hain na ?:)

suruchi said...

Whoaaaa...looooooooooooooooooooooUUUUUUUUve the last line!
Someone’s turning philosophical, eh?
Great post HR...
Did ever memories imagine they’d be compared to ghosts n pins n bisexual bitches?:-)
We hate them...we love them...but there can be no life without them:-)
I hope your memories always have good things n smiles to serve you back with...and those that don’t...time to shut off all doors of reminders leading to them!:-)

Hopeless Romantic said...

@Shweta

Yes, they truly are etched in memories...just that they appear when you least expect them.

Love,
Amit

vicious said...

loved these lines ..." memories are liek bisexual bitches .....forward velocity " ..
that was simply awesome !!

Hopeless Romantic said...

@Meera

Memories always stay..be it 20 or 50, be it good or bad !

Thanks,
Amit

Hopeless Romantic said...

@Annie

Memories do have fragrances at times... in clothes wear by someone, in your bed, in the books, in the handkerchiefs...we just refuse to either identify with it or simply neglect it.

Love,
Amit

Hopeless Romantic said...

@Suresh

If that is the case, hope she reads it sooner than later...and hoping it will not be yet another incomplete memory.

Cheers,
Amit

Hopeless Romantic said...

@Vinnie

Seriously, i am like doing all kind of things from writing to watching movies to reading novels...everything except studying. Hope still to do well, don't want bad memories.

Thanks,
Amit

Hopeless Romantic said...

@Suruchi Di

Thanks, i was always like that...a touch romantic, a touch philosophical. Memories are sharp, they exactly now with whom they should be compared. Thanks for the wishes.

Cheers,
Amit

Hopeless Romantic said...

@Vicious

Thanks, glad you liked them...good to see you here.

Cheers,
Amit

Jaspreet said...

Hey! first time to ur blog..n m finding it interesting.I ve read a few of ur posts..esp liked that post on salman khan, those funny conversations between 2 people.
About this post....you are absolutely right in saying that 'Memories are what is left after something happens, yet does not completely unhappen'..I wish there was something available in the market which could undo/del the painful memories completely and that could help us move on!

Hopeless Romantic said...

@Jaspreet

Thanks, welcome to the blog and glad you are liking it. Keep reading!

Well, unfortunately there is no such thing and in the end, it is left to one's strong will to overcome the painful memories.

Cheers,
Amit